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30 September 2009

Let me go

well...today i dunno what happen... after i realize that my ex-bf try avoiding me in fb...i delete him from my friend list...before that i send a msg to clear things up...and today...when i online...he request to be my friend in fb... idunt understand...really...this thing make me wondering...what he want actually...i did let him go...and its my sincere willing...becouse i know...i understand that we are not destined together.. God let us met...to cure his broken hurt that time who was betrayed by his ex-gf and than me...to learn what is love and how to love or bing loved... Too many memories together...im just glad that i have the memories and got the opportunity to know him...


Now i've move on...and i i know i did...just im worried...he wont let me go...

28 September 2009

Visitor

Im shocked this morning...just realized something else...my visitor...i mean visitor who did visit my blog.....last time i log in...it jus 1000++.. but now.......


Near 12000...what is happening....since when people like to read my blog which is a lot of crap...Im confuse...I think its only been a week i didnt log in and check my blog....did google make some mistake there or what...becouse it cant be right...coz if true there are people like to read my blog but 11000 time people visit my blog in just i week?? errr.,...

99th entry

Hai guys...well im trying to write in english today since there is one of my bff said that she think when i wrote in english my entry become more exciting..im not sure bout that but hey...its people opinion...try to listen to her...hehehe...futhermore it could help me in my writing since my writing especially in english getting worse...maybe lack of practice like i use to do when im in secondary school...well..time change.


I've started this blog maybe a year a ago...but entry that i wrote not including this only 98 entries...Oh my gosh...quite ashamed coz when i peek to my friend's blog, the got hundreds and some nearly 200 entries...Well my life in not too interesting to share...I named this blog as inspire of love becouse when i started this blog..im thinking to give advise since i like a love counsellor to my friends...hahaha...not all my advise work so well but so far its okay and helping others

My love story were just like other....nothing interesting...so much pain than happiness but i understand before we could get an immortal love ?9am i using the right word??) we need to get through the pain...and i felt the pain....the pain that kill my heart...so the result....tadaa....my blog full or crap...Its hard to fall in love again....my friends said im feelingless...okay whatever thats mean....i try to fall in love again...but no use...whenever a guy said he loves me...i run away...maybe a afraid to be hurt again...phobia to fall in love?? i dunt know

Recently i did talk about a guy that i named him Prince...So far its been a month i officially become his girl...but until this moment....i dunno what is my real feeling....I did say i love you to him...i did miss him when i didnt get any his msg or call...but i thing i afraid of... i only...lonely.... Yeah!! yeah...!!I know i got family...but hey...im only an ordinary girl kay....i want to be love by a guy also....Sometime..he sulk becouse i dunt really care bout him sometime for a week or two just beacouse im busy with my own life....sometime im free, but i used the time for myself...watching movie and playing games instead of him... i always ask him to understand that i have a life too... i want my own time....kindda funny becouse at the past, all my ex-bf would said that to me...huhuhu...well nearly 2 year being single change me a lot huh...

Then...im a emotianal girl...yes i know that...im so sensitve and so stubborn.nobody could deal with me....maybe just for sometime...not for a long period...So far...he can deal with me...we only had a huge fight 3 months ago.At that time we still bestfriend....but that fight make us understand more about each other but we nearly "putus kawan"....but he is the one who tried to save our friendship....and now...Muahaha....couple...so lame...

One funny things....i did realized just now....i did add my ex bf in my facebook...ex bf that i really love and like once.... Until now i couldnt forget the memories betwen us...but doest mean i still love him and want him back....maybe i still like him...but then, its not our destiny and it wouldnt be...For first few msg i posted in his wall he did reply and after that he didnt reply...at first i thought he lazy to reply since my post all about advise to his weird thought about his life....he just like that since i know him...but then i realize and i did laugh...his friend and i post something that kindda the same thing...and he only reply to the other person....its abvious he want to avoid me...funny2....Its okay by me....huhuhu...he though i want him?? oh plizzzz!!!...huhuhu

Enough for now...no idea oredi...if i got any idea...i will post new entry kay...daa..see u next entry

19 September 2009

Happy???

Okay...nek berhabuk dak aku rasa blog aku ni...lama tak berupdated....but what to do....masa aku untuk online agak terhad...life...nothing interesting...just...aku involve dengan someone, ...lama aku menyingle...aku pun perasan...peragai aku dalam bab couple ni dah berubah...aku dengan si dia...aku panggil Prince lah ar...aku dengan Prince dah berkawan selama setahun... well...semuanya bermula dari internet...dari teman cyber...kami jadi kawan....dari kawan...kami jadi sahabat...dari sahabat kami jadi bestfriend....and latest....couple....quit funny to me.... dari awal perkenalan...kami banyk berkongsi mengenai kehidupan...pelbagai cerita dikongsi...tapi tak sangka sayang tu datang...


Secara jujur aku katakan.....aku tak yakin hubungan aku dengan prince akan pergi jauh....atas sebab tertentu...tapi buat masa sekarang aku harap kami gembira....rasa pelik bila bergelar kekasih orang...even dah sebulan couple...still rasa pelik...hehehe....

Tapi aku bersyukur...Prince sangat2 penyabar dengan perangai aku...mungkin sebab tu juga aku jatuh sayang dengan dia...tapi entah sampai bila dia akan dapat bersabar dengan perangai aku...im wondering....adakah 2 tahun jak macam Man mampu bertahan....tengoklah per jadi kemudian...

Study aku.....ok i guest...tiada masalah buat masa ni....tiada gangguan2 luar macam sem2 lepas...coz prince sangat2 memahami...maybe dia ada juga lah merajuk since aku penah tak endahkan dia 2 minggu gara2 assignment macam bukit...but so far he understand...

Conclusion....aku happy dengan life aku...

11 September 2009

Pesan Ibu

Aku Fb-ing semalam sebab tension sangat...tengah2 view video2 kawan aku...aku jumpa satu video dari senior aku...Aku menanggis tengok video ni....semuanya menusuk hati....I miss my mom....Dengarlah...aku percaya....semua ibu ada pesan yang sma....anggplah wanita ini...seperti ibu kita....dan dengarlah pesan beliau


05 September 2009

Demam Vs Exam VS assignment Vs PROJECT!!!

iTS A CRAZY WEEK!!!! hate this few week...i could get use to the works but fever...hell no!!!...its really disturbing my daily life...haih...

Erm...forgrt it....Lagipun deman aku dah nak ok dah..just batuk jak...well lama aku tak blog-walking...rindu nak buat blog-walking tapi masa aku quite terhad....One things....about FB....i dunt really like it...i need to online almost everyday just to find out whats gonna happen to my friends...haih....its ok...im still trying to get use to it

Well guys...i miss u a lot....

p/s: what a short entry...hehehe