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23 February 2010

Bz day started

Huhuhu...today quite a disastr for myself...hahaha....but what can i do...its my responsiblity already...just get back from meeting....quite sleepy....They discussed a lot since there are a lot upcoming activities....I already expected this since last year also the same...Hope all of us can do it...


There are a few of activities that i involve with....all of them as Commitee...so its really make me tired with all the meeting and task need to be done...Its fun...i got some experience especially the one that on may...SAFE will be associated with PERTEKMA, student association from Faculty of Information Technology....we will be going for a trip...for a week....through Sarawak until Brunei....Im excited about it...but still a lot of works to do...

Latest is Kursus Asas Fasilitator (KAF) which will be held next week... We started our task already and i just hope the best for it....

I think i want to sleep now...really sleepy now...need some rest....need to refill my energy...huhuhu

20 February 2010

coming back

im coming back to kuching today.....i really hate to say gudbye to my family....but what should i do....this is what i must do....Im kidda sleepy now....maybe the caffeine in my body is gone already...i woke up 2:30 am this morning and leave home at 3 am....I arrived at Kota Kinabalu International airport aroud 4:30 am since the traffic was pretty good... Got half hour before i could check in at the counter...so i just hung out in the car with my family...waiting for the time to past by....thank god no delay....we boarding and leaving kota kinabalu sharp at 6:45 am as schedule and i arrive at 8: 10 am...so i decided to have a breakfast since im straving...while enjoying my breakfast i called taxi to pick me up at 9 sharp...


Now im in my apartment alone....i know nobody is back yet....but its okay....i wanna rest and sleep since last night i sleep at 1 am because helping my sister with her homework...and chit chatting about guys and life...I think thats it for now...such a short entry...just want to update u guys about my life...bye...have a very nice weekend

16 February 2010

fun fun fun and more fun

Well...this Chinese NEw year were not bad as i thought at first...actually....this is the best ever.....Why??? sorry cant tell u much except...I lOVE MY UNCLES!!!!!!!!!!!! They were awesome especially the youngest since he only 6 years older than me...Well...a lot of the villagers taught we were husband and wife....cant help it...i really close with him....and the way he treat me....like a guy should treat his girlfriend...Some people might misunderstood and also would protest...but we dunt care...we were in our own world....We have black history together....but its our past....and we wont look back except forward...Mermer....he is the same guy the same uncle that i told u before..... Maybe other my bff who know the stories between us and ruin both our life said im so stupid.....but its weird....that both of us cant understand....We still trying to be nice and be a good person to each other....especially him...he tried hard enough to cover what he had done...but we know...what happened had happened.... so the best we can do....try to forgive each other and try to have fun together no matter how awkward it was actually.....



12 February 2010

New Hair

As i promised...i will download my pic with new hair dunno what u guys think








Chinese New Year around the Corner

Hai guys......Its gonna be short entry since i just want to update u guys..well...i already at home...feeling so nice.....but...unfortunately...got ton of work to do....same with my sisters...so three of us....we will dead by tonight....tomorrow will be reunion dinner....we are excited but yet still to many things to prepare..


By the way...i did straighten my hair....well..my hair kindda messy and wavy..so after i heard my mom keep telling me to straighten my hair for 3 year now....i decided to just go and fulfill what she want....i think i wont do any harm....as long i can keep her mouth shut....hehehehe....i will post my pic tonight since my laptop is run out of battery....okay....see u guys later....


06 February 2010

answer for interesting email part 1

Hai ya there...today i check both my email inbox...one of the email...i only used for my friends to send their part of assignment for me and other professional stuff matter....but then i saw in my inbox someone with unknown id....send an email to me....she introduced herself as jessy...dunno where she from and etc...she only introduced me her name...when i see her email address...she is using uk account...i really dunno how she know this email....but nvm coz i decided to put my email address in the blog later...just no time for it


She ask me simple question but enough to make me speechless for a moment and my mind go blank for a while....

" Miss Mel, i have a sister and she really make me want to kill her...i really hate to have her around....why u really seem precious ur sisters and even call them little angels...i think younger sister is a demon from hell!!"

Well.....its kindda weird and scary in fact....so here is my answers....what i wrote is something i think of spontaneously right now...no drafting no anything....so dear jessy, what u might read maybe something that u dunt approve off....bear with it.

Sisterhood....Welcome to th world where u need to do sacrifices... and bear with it if ur sisters never say thank you or even grateful for what u have done for them... All the stuff like u love relationship, friendship, happiness, wildness as teenager and whatever fun activities is seems to be impossible for you to get involve when they growing up.... As u know...i have two sisters...and they are 5-6 years younger than me....

To become a sister is a heavy responsibilities on ur shoulder which u need to carry it until u r death.....Well...parents only will responsible to us (daughters) until we are married....Once we are married we are under our husband and family in law responsibility... but unfortunately...not when we are sister to someone.... You might lose the most important time or chance in your life for them...its happen to me....sometime i regretted what had happened but there were no turning back....No matter how naughty they are and even sometime u wish u never have a sisters (o'oh believe me, me either)..but in fact... they were one of the main reason u still holding in....

They are special gift jessy..they might annoyed with thousand of act...i couldnt deny that....u just got one sister...how bout mine?? with 2 super intelligent and tricky little angel....my daily life quite disaster....but i know....for that thousand annoying and really troublesome act.... they will give u uncountable and precious present for it....all the moment were so precious....

Dear jessy, do u still remember when ur sister still a baby....she always smile when u are around her...she laugh when u play with her....she will cry if u accidently shouting on top of ur lung near her...I think u still remember,.... y?? because u are big sis....The bonding between sisters are mysterious and weird..... The time her soft hand holding u when u want to across street....how she believing in u...and trust u that u would make sure she safe across....how about....when it was ur birthday....she try her best to make a special gift for u with her own bare hands and sometime get hurt and how about she shouting like crazy insisting u to open her present first....

U never realized it maybe....ur sister will protect u when she could...i bet...she help u once or more, shield ur body with her when ur mom beat u for the wrong things that u did... She also will steal a medicine from u mother cupboard to give u to treat ur wound instead of her wound....Its happened to me....i know....How about when u are sick...im sure she will try to make sure u feeling better without knowing actually she annoyed u.....

Jessy...i want u to tell me either what i told u is true or not...then i will continue... Think and try to remember what i said.

02 February 2010

morning people

Good morning!!! Its 6:15 am rite now...im taking a break for a while from my work and having a nice and hot coffee to start my day...i think i wont be able to take a nap since i got clasat 8 am...so i better hang for like few hours (until 4 pm) until my class finished...I hope the coffee would help me to hang in today... i know it is a bad idea since i got class and im pretty busy now....but i have no other choice...


first....i think my insomnia is back.... 2nd...i seem got billion work to do....actually...my work dunt really so many as i thought.... in fact...im the one who make it seem wont be able to finish it forever... It is because...in calculation....i like to take my time and i dunt mind to do it again and again...sometime...i realize 1 question i could took 4 hours.....i wont stop calculating until im satisfied with the answer...Well civil engineering student should know that to do hydraulic calculation really need time due to its long step....and yet i like to calculate one by one and do it quite few time...and believe me...i remember each details oredi....its good thing right....but really use a lot of my time...Just now...i finish series 1 and 2 (until discussed in the class)...and tonight i will continue will geotech and hopefully i wont fall asleep.....

Got few work left to do....but i need to left it behind since i got quiz at 8 so i need to spend my time to study the topic for the quiz.... i think i better continue with my notes...To be honest....i dunt think i can do it since i havent go thru with the tutorial really well yet....all my tutorial for geotech still in roughly sketch....no proper solution and answers....so its really make me in trouble....

p/s: actually i forgot bout the quiz...my bad...

Crazy

Hi guys…it is a worse day for me….it seem I have a hangover…not becoz alcohol matter but previous tutorial. I know hangover is not the appropriate word for my condition now….but that what im feeling right now….no other perfect word that I can think about…I really have a big problem now….Calculation… It not im weak at it….as long I understand, I wont be a problem to be….except …I only can think and do all my calculation at night!!! I have been like that for past 3 days now….This past 3 days, on daylight I would do something that only need words… …but when clock show 8 pm and above…I will suddenly…grab my work about calculation and do it until 7 am…until yesterday…i sleep at 9am…It really abnormal!!! I think I need help!!! I cant take this anymore…my body really cant take it anymore… Just the god news…half my work finish oredi….

Please give me suggestion….how can I handle this…I cant spend my daylight to sleep and spend my daynight to do all my work….right now I wish all my work already finished so I can sleep at night like other people!!!!

Last evening, I called my mom..I told her about this new and crazy habit…One word she said…”CRAZY!!!”. I just laugh coz I admit it…She share about her concern with my new attitude and lastly what she can advice me…get enough sleep at daylight which that wont be able to happen since I need t go to class….i need to attend various activity…all the meetings….Seriously…now I dunt have personal life I think….no more hang out with friend even I want to…Really felt alone here…Nobody to share my stupid new habit except my family…