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24 March 2010

caught red handed

hai guys....weird title....caught red-handed...happen to me today....i dunno if i use the correct term... Well...after a long night try to complete my lab report.....which i need to submit in this week....i fall asleep...as i woke up this afternoon...my throat sore and my coughing getting worse...and my body's temperature slightly rise...i know im going to get trouble...i have a fever.. later this evening my dad call..at first i dunt want to answer cause i dunt want he to know im not feeling well...after the third time i answered...i guess it something important.... As suspected...he ask me to search some receipt that i kept..and scan it than email it to my sis....whole conversation i just said ok ok and ok...hahaha....then he call 2nd time to ask if i found what he ask...then when i start talking....he said...as i thought...u are sick...no wonder u didnt speak much and hardly called home...erk.....


He start to worried since final is around to corner....with my condition...i just silent and hear what he had to say....hahaha....now...he demand that i called home once in 3 days....no more let i do what have i to do here and called only im free...yaiks....hahaha....im sure...he just said that...he wont do really want me to call once in 3 days...hahaha....

Why is it parents always worried...it just normal fever...its normal if we get sick especially when we dunt have enough rest....now im 20...soon is 21...they need to trust me...and less worry...Especially my mom....if she know im sick or im not happy here...shee wont have the appetite to eat...she cant sleep...and she will worry all the time...

Oh mom...i love you but u need to understand....life as a student is not easy and life a teeneger is worse....here i tried to be as normal as other kid....Enough with the nightmares that i had when i was in primary and secondary school.....here i know how its like to be independent...to fail, to work with totally stranger no more easy access to anywhere as i used to have and i started from zero to get where im here now.....its not easy...but this is what i want...and this is why i want to get out from sabah.... life full with attention is really bothering me....here...i was noticed because who i am...not who are my family.....even though i dunt have anyone here...i can survive... Trust your daughter to live my life here....love you guys...

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