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05 April 2010

unfair life

This few weeks really a crazy week....sometimes i felt i barely can breath.... Just now...i received an mms from my bestfriend in high school.it was a picture that her younger sister and friend taken in the hospital with our former English teacher. Few months ago, he was attacked by stroke and now in recovery session....It really break my heart... He was very strict teaher but he have a very loving, warm and kind heart... He love all his student...he advise us a lot....he like our second father... He getting better...but he never the same teacher that we use to know....


My bestfriend told me, last school holiday, my teacher ask his wife to bring him to the school...having some tour there....and then he just sit on the stage at the gathering hall, just looking at the empty space....Its break both of our heart when listening to my friend's sister story.... i know he really dedicate to his work...he spend most of his life at the school...and now....he only can do just watch it from far and hear it from his student and wife.... Life is unfair.....he such a good person but why he get such an illness....

Both of us really want to see him but at the same time...we dont want to go....because...we dont want him to see us crying... we cry just listening and see his picture...what if we go stand in front of him...im sure...we will become weak and crying....we dont want him to see us like that....i want to look strong in front of him...and give him strength to go on with his life....

Today is his birthday....i really wish i was there to celebrate with him....He is the light in my life.... when i was in the dark....when i was searching in the dark....he give me his hand and guide me to the light...guide me to the right road....and now?? I know....every each of his student would pray for him each day....i just wondering...if only we could do more for him and sacrifice something like he use to do.....

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