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07 August 2010

Lonely

Hai guys....what up?? i hope everything just perfectly amazing....Hmm...my life...i cant say it perfectly amazing...but my life since four weeks starting new sem wa amazing...I admit...there are alot of responsibility that i have to carry on this semester...but its ok with me...because all this activity and responsibility make my life great here....

Unfortunately...sometime i feel lonely... I know my behavior are not the best...i always irritated people...from the way i treat people...i talk...i just...i cant be hypocrite anymore...i want people to know me and like me because who i am....and im also glad if the furious and hate me because of who i am...I know nobody is perfect in this world....I realize...i dont have any clique here...as i used to have when im in high school... its not a big deal actually...but still...i want to have one again...

First year....everything kindda perfect...but then i realize...i kindda become a puppet to some people...maybe they dont realize it...but i seriously dont like it...so step out from my shell..and show them who really i am...i realize they stopped doing it..but the consequence...all the opportunity that i should have...was taken away from me....it make me cries...now...i dont care...at some point...i will leave them...

Life without a boyfriend...i alrasy get used to it already...but sometimes...i still feel i need someone...to hold me tight when i fall...i need someone to listen to me carefully when im sad...someone who will weep my tears aways when im craying...because...all this i cant do it with my family...i dont want they to worry about me....enough for them to worry about me studying here alone...without any family....

Someone told me...we wont be happy if we always seeking for the meaning of happiness...instead...enjoy every moment of your life...then u will be happy and understand whatis happiness mean....Till next time...bye..God bless u

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