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24 May 2013

End of Week 13

Haiiiii.... Today is the end of second last week before the final week of lectures and then study week... Today we only had one hour class and im so not paying attention that well... but yet i think i understand the concept... Hopefully...

After the class, Mellvyn and I went to Immigration leaving Teteng behind since she has class at 12pm... we afraid that we wont make it to comeback to campus before 12.. I need to go to Immigration because i need to renew my Document and also renew my Student Pass... Its just 9:30am yet the counter to take number already close since too many customer. Yet the nice lady at the counter just took my document and everything needed and process my document... I feels like waiting forever to make payment and finally my name was called. However, im disappointed because i need to wait another hour before i can take my passport and go upstair to renew my student pass.

Mellvyn suggested that we walk to the nearby mall and just go to MPH Bookstore and look around since both of us loves book a lot... An hour pass by, got my document and quickly went upstairs to renew my Student Visa, wait another half an hour i think and FINALLY its done!!! Thank God we didnt bring teteng together because when we arrive campus its already 1pm.. Spend some time browsing at Arts Student's Final Project and also library before fetch Teteng from her class.. I ask her to look if my parcel has arrived or not because i brought power bank the other day online because im sick of worrying my phone might died anytime soon if i went out whole day...

Finally it came, im so happy. It is cheap so i didnt expect so much... I cant wait anymore so i just ripped the parcel in the car and im so not good unwrapping thing, i made a mess in the car with all the paper... It was Okay... Ive try to plug in my phone since 36% left since i online and play game so much due to the painfully long waiting at the Immigration. Work fine for me... just can figure out how to on or off that thing... it look the same... I dont know if i switch it off already or not... Ill text the supplier tomorrow for explaination..







Afterward, we went to the bank. Teteng need to renew her ATM card since it cannot be use anymore. On our way to the bank, its rain heavily.. Mellvyn just draw slowly and in the bank,we wait some more time since their system was down at the moment.. We went to eat afterward since we starved. We went to our usual place and we having fun while having our meal.. It has been a while since we hangout since all of us was too busy with our own work and project.

After the meal, we went to POPULAR.. Bookstore again!!! hahaha... Are we geeks? I dont think so, we just love books... we love to go to the bookstores.. Then we went to the new mall, just looking around spending our time. Teteng was looking for her phone's casing but no look... So we when to POPULAR again!!! hahahaha.... Everyone seems dont want to go back... having so much fun maybe... we decide to have a drink... Torn between Starbucks and Chatime...

Then, we decided to go to Chatime since we never try it before. Plus Chatime at the One City mall was the second one at Kuching after Chatime at The Spring Mall. Chatime always has a long line which make us lazy to even bother to try but then by the time we went to the booth, it was empty... we ordered our drinks. I order Lemon Yogurt Smoothies, Chocolate Smoothies with Oreo for Teteng and Mellvyn ordered Milk Bubble Tea for himself. I think it was alright, but each drink we ordered has a strong taste which not into our liking but it was not bad...


I have so much fun today... and bit tired, yet im Happy... hope we can do this anytime soon... Just hanging out...

22 May 2013

Addicted???

Heyyy... I could not sleep... so.. here i am... writing a blog pouring all my thought into words... Im tired but maybe i think to much, so i really couldnt sleep that well this few days.. Just hoping my insomnia not coming back... During my insomnia year... it was HELL!!!! I even collapse at 4am at the corridor at my collage due to exhaustion, thank God im alright and most importantly my laptop survive the fall.

Right now, i thnk im addicted to blog AGAIN!! Im not saying it is a bad thing... it is actually a good thing because thats mean my blog will not be neglected again... The problem is... i might write something that i should be writing and might offended other peoples will all my thoughts... but hell... who cares...

I have been thinking a lot for the past year, where will i be and what will i be... a person worth to be friend and to be with OR just some useless fat girls who people doesnt bother to notice. No matter how ever it turns out... yet, i think i will be alright.. So far worked hard for everythingi do... no jumping stone to help me to get where i want... So far... most of my want to do list during my life as a University student has been done... What i want to do? Dont laugh at my childish list okayyyyy...

  1. I want to become student representative for my faculty (seen a lot in movie) - checked (Tough time become Head of Student Affair)
  2. I want to involve with community service as much as i could - checked ( Went to Home for blind people, helping  to improve the living at a village- help to decorate the school and brought kitchen stuff and food for each needed home, guiding students from high school to get thru their finals)
  3. I want to be a writer again -checked (become a head of Editor for my College)
  4. I want to involve not only with study, i want extra co-curricullum activities - checked (Swamp&Surfer for this list since to much things)
  5. I want people to recognize how worthed i am - checked ( Got invited to join training of trainers where ill be training other people to handle orientation week)
  6. I want to attend dinner night/prom - checked ( Invited into University Grand Event and went to class dinner)
  7. I want to be part organizing something important for the University - checked (Promoting Unimas in 4 different event)
  8. I want my name somewhere in school magazine - checked ( Surprise to found it - im a writer for few articles)
  9. I want to get at least 3.00 pointer for my GPA - checked (Got 3.14 last semester)
  10. I want to get dean list award - Losing hope but still trying
  11. I want to involve in University Orientation Week - Dont have time so stop trying... regretting it.. 
  12. I want to experience going back after 12 (our curfew for whom staying in the college) - checked ( Got back 5am coz doing assgnment/project at my friends since they all guys so instead they come to my place, i went to theirs)
  13. Losing weight - checked (lost 20 kg)

With everything i have done... im happy to be here...and i think no regret in the future, well actually im hoping no regret since ive tried doing everything in my power... nothing much i can do.... Alright... ive to get ready... Ive presentation later.... my presentation was postponed to the night class... im lazy like a pig to go, yet i have to... See you next time kay....

Presentation Day

Haii... Greetings from me... Hope everyone in good condition and shape... Currently im on my way to the campus... Wearing my 'baju kurung' which I may say have been a while put aside after I stop all my extra cocuricullum activities..

Im so worry... The report n slide still in printing process and we have one more hour left before the presentation... Part of me feel guilty thinking that I havent done my work right as a leader... The topic of out research is regarding halal food industry for my business class.. The topic so not my forté since ita not my religion.. What if what I do is wrong?? What if what have been done doesnt meet my lecturer's requirement... Oowhh... I should talk about my business lecturer... He is very interesting person...

I really hope everything will go smoothly and our lecturer will not ask so many question... He is basically one scary lecturer... Have a nice day... If I have idea or time later... Ill writw some more right... Love from me...

15 months together...

Haiiii... How are you?? Doing fine?? Hopefully everything is great... Today is 22 may 2013.. Nothing much special actually... It jus 15 months ago, in 22 february 2012, I become someone girlfren. Remember my last post on velentines day last year before I went hiatus? I talked about one guy... Ive a crush on him... N yesssss... We are together now...

We learn about each other in ths 15 months... We developed a bond that I can say cannot be broken thru all the sweetness and bitterness together... Each fight and each sweet gesture at every single day make us stronger.. We learn to be in relationship, despite the long distance...

Well... Its not easy... Even though both of us had the experience having long distnce relationship but somehow this one kindda different for both of us.. Is it really our fate to be together.?? I hoping but its all depends to God and our destiny...

Sometimes I wondered how did we find each other and fall in love. Actually during that time ive my eyes on another guy that I know before him... From what I stand that time... There are high chances that we can be together... Until... My bf now come along... Everything got twisted and I end up with him... Heeee....

I hope this 15 month relationship will become to 15 years and continue till death left us apart.

21 May 2013

Blogging using phone??

Hai... Im back... Well.. Im writinh this entry using my phone.. Not to showvoff but as experiment... I cant believe how convinience it is now... But hey... This is good right... No need to wait to cme home to post any new entry.. I can do it using my phone.. This should be fun... Haha...

I never knew that I miss blogging this much where I can pour any of my thought freely... I just need to play with words to express myself... No talking required since im always an outcast when im with my group of friend.. Maybe they think ive nothng to talk about or just dumb fat girl... Well.. I dont care about it... I still can talk to u guys right.. Sharing my thought...

it will come to end... soon..

Haii.. hows everyone doing? Im hope everyone doing fine... take care of ur health okay since i think now is the season of sickness... Today in class i heard few of my classmate sneezing non-stop.. dont let urself catch a cold ya...

This week is the second last week before study week and finally final exam for my last semester of school. So it is kindda hectic and chaotic since everyone work extra hard to submit tonnes of assignment or work at the same time.. Cant understand till now why lecturer like to give assignment at the very last minute..

Actually i cant wait to get out from here... tired of studying... doing assignment... can really enjoy my life like my friends because im not the kind of person that can take it easy in any way... ill stress out easily and work without sleep for more 30 hours... i know its not healthy and i cant help it!!!!!! Hard to make people understand why im like this... im not striking for perfection... all i want... everything where and how it should be... not more not less... that is me... I like to take thing slow... that way... i can truly obtain and keep all the knowledge for period of time, it now just for the sake submitting everything on time... Im a slow learner... but keep in mind... it doesnt mean im stupid... I rather take all the time in the world than be sorry later...

However, no matter how excited i want to finish my study... yet at the corner of my heart... it feels sad and bitter... because ill be leaving Sarawak and coming to my hometown... It is a good thing... but the difference is... there are no my friend..my bestfriend that i care and love very much back at home... we will be separated. I just wish our friendship will never end no matter how...



20 May 2013

New Post and New Promise...

Haiiiiiiiiiii... Oh My God.... it has been year plus since my last port...im totally forgot with my own little world here in the cyber world.... it used to be my sanctuary... where i seek for calmness and way to reach out... Im bad in expressing my feeling... i always just be quite than causing a scene kindda person... so whatever people do to me... ill just shut my mouth and keep it to myself until i explode.... However.... this blog had help me a lot thru the hard time.... with my sweet reader and follower... i have been hiatus for more than a year yet i gain 7 more followers... how that even possible?????? So ashamed of myself... Now im back for good... why?? Just because:

  1. I miss to write a blog... to express myself
  2. I want my follower/ reader (even though its not many of u still i appreciate u guys) to get what they deserve... a story... bit from each aspect of my life since that all i can offer
  3. I want to finish what i started.
This one years ive been gone... there were the best part ever and the worse part ever.... ill tell you all the story one by one until it keep on the right track.... i promise you that... I really miss this blog so much... it meant a lot to me... Until here for now... dont worry... ill come back pretty soon to tell you my stories.... Until then... please have fun and i love each one of you...muackss...